Okay so the other day Alan called me from work and said I needed to look for a job and soon because he may loose his. The company he works for has been doing so well until lately when a company I will not name couldn't pay them, and everyone is so scared that no one is building. He may be out of a Job in two months they have to lay off some of the guys this week and we may be next. then we will end up in vernal with my parents, strangely enough i would love to live with my parents, but I don't want to move I love cedar and all of Alan's family is here, but all of my family is up north so I am torn.
I am freaking out Alan thinks it will all work itself out that people will start building again soon that they will get more jobs but what if they don't. There are so many people that are out of work nowadays no one can find a good job. We are doing fine so far they have had enough work to keep them busy this week, but we lost our insurance because the company can't afford it. We want to have another baby but how would that work if we don't even know if he is going to have a job in two months. I am just rambling now sorry I am just a little scared of what is to come for us. things seem to have a way of working out though so we will just have to wait and let them play themselves out.

Tagged

Jeanette tagged me so I guess I can do this for her.

8 shows I love to watch

*house
*pushing daisies
*ghost hunters
*greys anatomy
*ugly Betty
*scooby doo (thanks to Teancum)
*dancing with the stars
*extreme makeover home edition

8 favorite restaurants

*olive garden
*applebees
*Denny's (lots of memories made here)
*fazzolies
*golden coral
*cracker barrel
*milts
*main street grill

8 things that happened yesterday

*took a nap
*went to work
*talked to my favorite actor at the festival
*Teancum and I snuggled on the couch
*made spaghetti for dinner
*talked to my parents about this weekend
*watched pushing daisies
*watched Scooby Doo

8 things I look forward to

*our anniversary
*having another baby (no we are not pregnant)
*the holidays
*owning our own home
* being out of debt
*going to Illinois to see family
*being with my family
*my husband coming home from work every day

8 things I love about fall

*I can where sweatshirts
*the colors
* the crisp smell
* apples
*halloween
* hot chocolate
*playing in the leaves with Teancum
* general conference

8 things on my wish list

*my own house
*a mini van
*more children
*disneyland
*sea world
*I would like to see the ocean
*haing my geneology done
*finacial independance

8 people I tag

Tyann, Becca, ray and jen, hannah, ashley dixon, ashley Rollins,Erica Johnson, Faith

pumpkins and snow

Today was a very fun and crazy day. It was so cold this morning we had to build a fire. We decided to carve our pumpkins today (I know I know it is only the 11Th but I couldn't wait any more). Teancum's Jack o lantern is a skull and cross bones (he thinks it is a pirate), Alans is wolves howling at the moon, And mine is a smiley face. After carving I opened the door to see if it was snowing and the lawn was starting to look white. Teancum was so excited we put on warm clothes and his snow boots and went to play in the snow he loved it he laid down and made a snow angel it was so cute. I hate how cold it is but Teancum is having a blast.